Support

Not any support. Support that can given without any questions asked, no need to ask why, ask how much, ask until when, ask why me. Support with no terms and no strings attached. Support with no expectations that it will be appreciated. Support that won’t be questioned about it’s effectiveness and be seem as stupid. Support that means it just kept on going and no looking back. Support that you don’t need to go back in history to sustain it and make it valid. Support that can be demanding and seems no end but somehow there’s strength to go on. Support that upset you and breaks your heart. Support that seems so unimportant and irrelevant than other matters in the world. Support that may be forgotten and let down. Support that seems like a test over and over again. Support that takes many forms and is persistence which may be frustrating. Support that doesn’t make it easy for you the next time round after this time. Support that seems worthless. Support that is mentally, physically, emotionally and financially exhausting.

Some people can provide such support naturally. Some people can give such support but not to everyone. Some people learn that they are able to give such support after becoming parents. Some people need to be aged before they can settle down to give such support, Some people give up giving such support because it is just not worth it. Some people stop giving such support when it is just too difficult. Some people who give such support are being criticized as stupid. Some people need to be successful before they can be this supportive. Some people can never give this kind of support.

Dear daddy, whatever type of some people you are. I’m sorry that in my position, I won’t be able to help, I just can’t.